Chapter 150. Merger

The drive was quiet and even though I was trying so hard to be this strong version of myself, it was all just a front. I was dying on the inside. I felt empty and do you want to know the truth? 

Right now, if I was being very honest with you. I did not think that I could ever be happy again, like truly happy. Too much had happened, too much had been taken away from me. 

Yeah, what does not kill you made you stronger, they say, but was it worth it? Would it be worth it to be strong yet unhappy and empty on the inside? 

I would never get my grandma back. I would never be human again. I would never be able to talk to Nora again. And for Mark, I had no idea how I was going to get him out of there. I felt broken; defeated. 

When I reached the huge building that was made of blue glass, I drove to the parking and parked the car. I then killed the engine and allowed the silence to just fill me. With a sigh, I removed the keys from the ignition and got do