Chapter 241. Silent Guilt

I paced down the hallway, my heart still pounding from the encounter with Josh. My mind was racing, overwhelmed with guilt and confusion. How had I let it get this far? 

Why did I let it go this far? What did I do? “Gosh,” I said under my breath, my heart still thumping in my chest. And you want to know the crazy thing? The crazy thing was that I enjoyed the kiss.

The crazy thing here was that I did not regret it. I just felt really dirty and guilty about it. 

I know, I know, I was literally engaged to Mark—a man who I had decided to live the rest of my life with; a man whom I was ready to start over with and live a quiet and simple life full of love. 

And yet, here I was, completely losing control of someone else. I was no different from Nora and Mark when they had betrayed me. All of this made me come to a hard realization that maybe I was too hard on them. 

It made me realize that emotions were very hard to control and sometimes we reall