Chapter 247. Strained Conversations

I rubbed my eyes, feeling the weight of the impending decision still looming like a dark cloud over my head. The sleep had helped, but not nearly enough. Every thought from the previous night came rushing back, and as much as I wanted to feel some sense of relief, it just wasn’t there. 

I pushed the blankets off and stood up, stretching before heading to the bathroom. My reflection in the mirror looked a little better today, especially when I had not eaten a thing yet or even gotten a drop of blood drink in my system. 

Yeah, although my face was still a bit puffy, and the dark circles under my eyes were still evident, it seemed to have lightened a bit, in my opinion. 

But my mind…it was still a tangled mess. 

I opened the faucet and water came rushing out. I splashed some cold water on my face, hoping it would shake off some of the dread creeping in again. Two days. Two days or less to figure out if I was going to betray Josh or walk away from ev