Chapter 249. Coffee

After what felt like an eternity, I sat up on the bed. My heart was heavy and tinged with emotions but I knew that the day had no gone anywhere yet. It was still early. And to confirm that, my eyes fell on the clock on the wall. 

It was almost noon. “Gosh, it’s not even noon yet and I already feel like sh*t,” I groaned the words out. 

You see, there was something that I was good at. Do you want to know what that was? I was always good at brushing aside my emotions or feelings. Sometimes, something traumatic would happen and to avoid being wrecked by it continuously, my brain would numb me and it would feel so good. 

I would be emotionless, yet I knew that there was a darkness deep within me that I would still have to reckon with fully one of these days. But yeah, that was something that I was good at. 

I peeled my body from the bed and stood up, feeling a bit lightheaded. Was it because of all the crying I had done or did I just need some blood?