Chapter 61. Death Isn’t Good

After signing the papers, I returned them to the desk and bid the woman goodbye before leaving the building with Josh by my side.

He opened the door for me and I got in. He was such a nice person, his boyfriend was so lucky to have him. I fastened my seatbelt and waited until he was in the car too. 

When he got in the car, he flashed me a small smile and asked, “Are you okay?” 

I turned to him and swallowed hard, feeling my heart skip a beat. Was I? Was I okay? “I’m not,” I confessed and he opened his arms, an invitation to cry in them. 

I hesitated for a few seconds but then with the emotions overwhelming me, I just could not help anymore. I hugged him and allowed him to hold me. 

He did not have his seatbelt on so he got a bit closer to me since I had mine on. I cried. I did not know how it started or how to stop it but I cried.

I cried until I could feel my heartbeat in my head. I cried until snot had rolled down my nose and smeare