Chapter 106. To Be Shot

Leah’s POV

I sat in the seat of the plane, staring at my hands on my lap, playing with them in nervousness. I felt very indecisive. On one hand, I wanted to go back. I wanted to talk to the lady and then convince her and JJ to just let me go back to Sasha’s parents so I could explain to them that I did not want to go back anymore. 

But thinking of doing that plagued me with a guilt that was heavier than a weighted blanket. Doing that meant that I would literally be choosing to go back to my captors all because I wanted to give one of them a chance to figure out whether they had feelings for me. 

The more I thought about it, the more I realized that maybe it was not even about that. Yeah, it had something to do with it, but it was not all that. I felt like it might have something to do with the fact that I had developed some kind of attachment or feelings for Rafael. 

So yeah, it was not just because I did not want him to feel b