Chapter 4. I Will Never Let You Go!

I still cannot think clearly about this and I don’t know what to do. I feel so confused, mad, anything, all those negative feelings that make me depressed.

I’m pregnant with the most dangerous mafia boss’s baby.

This is so unpredictable for me.

The doctor has come and given me some medicine and vitamins for me and the baby in my womb.

“But please you can be more relaxed, avoid negative thinking that makes you stressed and bad, everything will be okay, stay calm.”

I just nodded my head and cried, I feel so emotional and this is so unbelievable.

“Alessia, calm down and relax your mind, as per our agreement you need to agree with anything that happens. You need to take the risk because you already signed the agreement.”

“Y-yes, I do, Riccardo.”

I feel so scared and this makes it more difficult to escape from him. I don’t know what to do, and I don’t have any friends to talk to.

I was just locked in his mansion without being able to do anything, even interact with my family.

“Alessia, I want you completely to be mine, and you must, I will take you to Greece for our marriage and celebrate there.”

I just nodded my head without saying anything, I felt so afraid of him.

“Why are you just silent, I hate passive girls! Say anything to me!”

“Yes, that’s okay, I will do anything you want because I already signed the agreement too.”

“You still look so passive, just like I’m the cruelest man in the world! I don’t like your attitude!”

I am so tired of these conditions, I feel like getting forced into this marriage and anything without my consent.

“Alessia, look at me! You are mine, and I will never let you go, so you can stop dreaming you will escape from my mansion, once you make a mess with the mafia, you will never be able to escape, or you will die!”

Riccardo keeps holding my face, and he is talking closer right into my face, this makes me tremble and my heartbeat goes faster.

I couldn’t stop crying, and he tore up the evening gown that I’d been wearing.

Riccardo slowly takes off his clothes, I know how it will end.

I just can’t stop crying, and he starts to get closer to me.

“Alessia, you know I love you and always will! And you are going to become my wife! I’m not concerned about others, only you, the one I love, so I am giving you all of my love, and you can rest assured I will make sure to take care of you, I know that I can be very gentle and loving with you!”

And with these words, Riccardo put himself between my legs and pushed himself on top of me.

I can’t think straight anymore, this thing is making me crazy.

“Alessia, you’re beautiful, don’t cry, you belong with me, now let me go deep into you and make you mine.”

My breathing becomes quick, and I think it’s hard to breathe, and he starts rubbing my inner thigh.

Riccardo keeps on moving harder against me and my body gets tighter.

This is killing me because I feel so uncomfortable and in pain, it hurts so bad, and I can’t stop screaming and crying because of this pain.

Riccardo starts kissing my neck and he kisses it so hard.

As long as he keeps doing that, I can’t think of anything else.

“Please Riccardo don’t do this to me, don’t, stop please!!”

“Shh, you’re hurting me, you’re so cute when you’re in pain!”

He started to rub my sensitive spot, which made me moan loudly, and I felt so bad.

My body starts to shake so hard, and I can’t move my hips.

“I’m going to do this to you until you beg me to stop, you want me so bad!”

“Riccardo, don’t do it!”

And as soon as he starts to lick and kiss my two sensitive parts, it makes me scream again.

“Don’t, no, please Riccardo, stop!”

“I won’t! Just let me enjoy my pleasure! This is what I’ve been craving since the first time I met you.”

“Stop! Stop! Please!”

With these words, he put my panties down, and his great package hit against my sensitive spot. It’s painful, and I can’t stop feeling this pain.

“Riccardo, please stop! Don’t hurt me, please!”

“Shut up, little Alessia, and enjoy yourself!”

And he shoves his big package inside my wetness, I start to scream again, and I can’t control it. I sense that it’s hurting me so much, but it also excites me and turns me on, and I just scream my name louder.

“Oh Alessia, you feel so damn amazing! You’re so hot Alessia, you’re so sexy! I love you!”

“Ahhhh, oh god. I’m about to explode, you are so tight, Alessia.”

With this, I immediately came inside me, I could feel the warmth inside my body.

After he finishes, he pulls out his big package and covers my sensitive spot, then he sits beside me and holds me while I sob my tears and my hands are shaking.

I can’t believe that I got pregnant, I knew it would happen someday, but the way it happens today makes me scared.

“Don’t worry, you will be fine.”

He kisses my forehead gently and tries to comfort me, but I really can’t do anything except cry.

I just want everything to end right now, I just can’t understand this situation and I feel hopeless and frustrated.

“Hey, don’t cry, don’t cry.”

“Don’t you love me, Riccardo? Why did you marry me? Why didn’t you love me?”

“What do you mean what I said before? I do love you, I told you many times before, but the reason I married you is that we will be a perfect couple, and you should learn to accept everything, we can never change the contract, but if it makes you happy, I’ll just fulfill it. Don’t think like this, I can’t break the contract, I love you.”