Chapter 15

Matthew

What was that? Am I stupid? I asked myself recollecting how I had pecked Keith and how he had pushed me aside showed I was in trouble!

Would he start sharing my private information about my sexuality, even before I'm ready to tell others? Would I have to live with the shame of being exposed, before I'm ready to die? I wanted to be the one to share that information with those who care about me, not my crush who is a straight person.

Even though I knew he wasn't interested in dating someone of the same gender, I was aware of that still I had planned on telling him about my feelings not kissing him, and getting myself into trouble.

What if someone had seen us? What if there was a picture of us or a video? Have I put myself in trouble?

"Jesus Christ!" I gritted my teeth as I ran my hands in my hair regretting what I did to Keith not even daring to reminisce how soft his gorgeous lips were.

I hope he leaves and will never come back, I hoped so