Chapter 25

At that moment, more than ever, I wished with all my heart that one day I could have a normal family. To have the life of a cheerleader that all the movies exposed. Having a boyfriend who was the captain of the team, having a group of friends who did everything to make my day better, having parents who lent me their cars and didn't let me do everything I wanted, just so I had to run away through the window and taste the feeling of an adolescence with limits. I wanted a life that never fit me. I wanted simplicity. I wanted parents who worked less and had more time to regulate me. I wanted older and younger brothers; and not a twin. I wanted more than I could have. And I cried. And Edward held me.

My reality was to be a cheerleader who was hated by many people. Having a group of friends absent and worried about their own problems. Having parents who worked too hard and lived an eternal mourning for their dead son. Having a twin who made me grow up in his shadow. Having a ki