Chapter 52. Hiddleston’s Secret

The fantasy that I ever fantasized about, the dream that I ever wanted to be real, the reality that I had always wished to live was right in front of me, in the form of Noah, and all I did was ignore it. I couldn’t believe that I ever deserved a love letter like Noah wrote for me, but yeah, I could kill to get a letter like that. My three-day-long crush on Hiddleston made me so crazy, so dreamy, so passionate, and so hungry for love. I wonder how Noah managed to control his feelings for three years. I wonder how he smiled and always tried to be nice to me when I was the supposed one who hurt him.

Now I understand everything. I understand why Noah stopped hanging out with me after Christine’s birthday party. Why in spite of ignoring me, he was the one who was always there when I needed him. Why I could feel so loved and welcomed around him, which made me comfortable around him.

I just wanted to run toward him and hug him tight. I just wante