Chapter 42. Embrace Yourself

Nyla’s POV

If I could undo the hands of time, I wished to go back to the moment I was pregnant. Jason was more than a support system. I cherished those moments and never wished it would come to an end.

Even in the small circle of just the both of us in that villa, there weren’t any boring moments- the laughter, the games, the celebration of each moment. The way he made pregnancy seamless for me. He literally celebrated each month, starting with my fourth month of pregnancy, with wines, flowers, and candlelight, with so much hope bubbling in the air. I miss those times, his gentle touch, his whispers whenever he makes love to me. These memories remain stuck in my head.

“Nyla, everything will be alright.” I heard Lucian’s voice caught in my thoughts, I couldn’t believe I was literally sniffing into his chest, that would be really awkward for him. What will he think of me now? I break free from his embrace.

“I’m sorry, I have to go.” I apologize for avoid