Chapter 84. Roses (5)

Iris’s POV

I woke with a splitting headache the next day. I wondered why my mouth tasted numb and then the event of the previous day started flashing through my mind. What had I done? I wondered. I had virtually begged him to take me! I couldn’t belief I could lose control like that. Had my previous experience not taught me anything?

“Stop using your experience with Adrian as an excuse for not wanting to get close to Sean,” my wolf, Ivy admonished. “You know they are two different people. You are twins with Ares and yet the both of you have different personalities and so does Devin and Kevin,” she said, and I perceived the disapproval in her tone.

“You are just a coward. You don’t want to give in to your feelings and explore. Do you think you are living?” she asked. “You are just existing. live your life to the full. Take chances. Life itself is a risk. If you don’t risk it, how will you know if you would enjoy being married to him or not? You are denying y