Chapter 26. I Go with You

Yes, I had to leave the city soon because Lena needed me. Plus, I wanted to give her money personally to show that I was willing to help and be present during the nine months of her pregnancy. Carla needed to understand that. If she chose to stay with me, it was essential for her to accept this. I knew it wasn't easy, but she had to understand. I felt caught between a rock and a hard place.

"Carla, I thought you understood."

"Understand it? No. I know you have to do it, but this wasn't part of our plans, Dean. I feel like you'll leave me if you go to see her again. I know you told Lena you never loved her, but you and I know you did."

"Why are you so afraid? I've given you a home, a family, and you think I'll abandon you for her."

I felt guilty saying that. It was stupid. Carla didn't deserve this. I was playing both sides again. What a mess.

"What can I do to make you feel secure with me,