Chapter 222. I Could Remember

The call ended and I turned off the TV, wanting some quiet. I slipped the phone in my pocket and headed to the bathroom in the room.

It was big and fancy. The first thing that caught my attention was my appearance. I looked…okay.

I didn’t look like how I felt. I didn’t look like what I was going through. And I know that was a good thing and it was probably because I was a vampire.

But…it annoyed me a little bit. It was as if my appearance was gaslighting me into thinking that everything was okay when it really wasn’t. 

I hated it. I swallowed hard and then pulled my eyes from the mirror momentarily before removing my clothes, placing them in the laundry basket before locking the door and brushing my teeth. 

My heart felt heavy and I could not get rid of the anxiety no matter what. And I think I know why. 

It was because I could remember. If I could not, I would have been okay. But being reminded about how messed up my life was would always