Chapter 145

Liam was right. I knew he was but I was not ready to accept it. He told me that I had a hero mentality; that I wanted to save anyone and everyone, even if that meant letting myself drown. 

And that was true. So true that accepting it felt like being hit by a ton of bricks. 

Saving everyone fed a part of me that made me feel like my life was worth something. It made me feel like I was actually contributing to the lives of the people around me, and not just taking them away. 

It made me feel alive. 

After going through a life of torture by being bullied, and then getting rejected so publicly, I was devastated. But then I got saved by someone that I initially thought was evil: the demon king. 

Zayn was the one who nursed my soul. He gave me hope, courage, confidence, and a life that I had always dreamed of. He was literally my knight in shining armor. 

And since then, everything just came easy to me. I became the future queen o