Chapter 20. Tell Me What You Know

DEAN

If there was one thing I was clear about in my life, it was that I loved Lena. I won't lie and say I didn't have affection for Carla, as she was a fun, charismatic, and pleasant person. But what I felt for Carla couldn't compare to what Lena made me feel when she was near.

I wanted to choose Lena. My response had my ex-wife's name. But Lena chose my brother, so I had no option but to choose Carla. I loved her, and I would fight for her, but I didn't know how to be alone. I know this made me an idiot, but that's how I did things.

I hated Carla's question. It made me connect with my feelings for Lena.

I couldn't prevent Lena's image from appearing in my mind. I remembered our kisses, our hands touching, and our dreams.

"You're choosing her," Carla realized.

"No, I'm choosing you, Carla," I replied. I felt like I had betrayed myself. It hurt my heart.

"Do you m