Chapter 82. Telling the Truth

Mark lingered at the door for a few more seconds and then he sighed before walking over and sitting right next to me. 

Having him sit next to me caused a bittersweet feeling to dance in my gut. It was hard to explain but I really wanted him close to me but at the same time, I wanted him as far away from me as possible.

Did I push him away though? No. I let him sit next to me. And before I knew it, I was laying my head on his shoulder.

Gosh, I missed him so much. I missed us. I missed how everything used to be. Thinking of everything now, I used to think I had problems before but compared to now, they were nothing.

Now, I was wishing for things to go back to how they used to be; praying for the days when my life had not gone to sh*t yet. 

“Do you think everything can go back to the way it was?” I asked as a heavy feeling started to sit on my chest. 

I feel like I already knew the answer to this question but I just wanted to ask. I just want