Chapter 9

I fall back into a pit of despair. The previous day, I fell asleep, and Jack and Evans went bowling, and I couldn't insist on them taking me with them. Although my plan failed, at least I got to play Mortal Kombat on the TV. I had only one life plan when I was little, to dedicate myself to modeling, but now I have to get married, and the last thing I want is to marry a businessman who will spend half his day consumed with work. I think it's a damn lie when people say that money can buy love because in my worldview, love is much more important than anything else.

I'm sure Jack doesn't want to marry me either. He's bothered by how bitchy I am, and he might be annoyed by the fact that I'm an asshole in large quantities. It's something both of us can't handle. I can't imagine fighting every day over our differences, nor can I imagine having to live surrounded by people close to him and pretending to love him just because they want me to. My parents said we would all go out for din