Chapter 18

Lola's POV

    I was still shaking on the floor of the office looking at the door through which Adrian stormed out. Am I that disgusting? Am I that unlovable? I kept thinking as more tears poured down my cheeks. 

    I was happy that Grayson was out of the picture but the look I saw in Adrian's eyes when I entered broke me. He wanted me to be at fault, he wanted me to be the bad person so he can have a good reason to throw me out of the pack. 

   I was crying so much that it was hard to breathe. I knew Jasmine was having it worse because she's been silent since Adrian stormed out of the room. 

  "Jasmine, I'm sorry I put us through this. If only I hadn't been born, if only I hadn't been so weak, we'd not have to go through these pain and rejection", I said to her tearily and I could almost feel her shake her wolfish head.

    "Lola, it is not your fault that they can't look past the exterior an