Chapter 38

Sapphire Watterson

People said falling in love with assholes always begins as a gradual process. One day you are so sure that they have misguided feelings about you, but the next day the lines between make-believe and reality get so blurry that you can hardly tell what to think, and the next time, you are in-depth with your feelings because you accept the love they offer. Because the love they offer is so surreal and beautiful.

But there comes a time when they take you all high just to bring you crashing and rolling down a coaster of heart-wrenching emotions. And you begin to doubt if you are not just back to the blurred lines. If you made a wrong belief of who they are. Here, you are back to your feelings, and your mind telling you that surely, all they ever did was a lie.

This was my space right now. I was doubting everything. Everything I had ever heard him say or seen him do because it all seemed so fictional to be real. Maybe I was just being